I want a baby girl whose fingernails I could paint. I want to buy dresses, bows, and tutus. I need to braid hair and go to dance class. I want to be surrounded by pink, dolls, frill, glitter, and fluff. I must buy little girly shoes, infant pieces of jewelry, and ruffly bloomers.
What's a Mama to do? I feel guilty because there are some couples who can't even have one baby. We are already so blessed. I do worry if my body can handle another round. I would want to try for a VBAC if at all possible.
Why can't someone just give me a baby girl?
The Lord will give us what we are meant to have whether that be what we have now or another blessing.