I'm an elementary librarian.
The last time I was in my library it was October 30, 2012.
My plan was to return to work January 7, 2013.
Things went wrong with my c-section and I ended up having surgery January 11.
Today was my first day back.
I was not ready.
I have hated being in pain but I have loved being able to see Jack.
If it were financially possible I would be a stay at home mom.
So back to today.
Everyone was so kind.
They stopped by to check in on me and see pictures of my precious Jack.
Before I left today my principals gave me a fat envelope full of money.
We needed this money so badly right now.
Medical bills are eating us up and because I had to be out so long my check is being docked $600 each month until August.
It was the greatest gift.
Everyone has given me such love with their thoughts and prayers.
Although I wasn't thrilled about going back to work, it was a good day.
It felt good being back and doing what I am meant to do.
Jack is staying with his NaNa tonight.
I have wonderful parents.
Here he is at my parents house.
I love technology.
Tomorrow I get to do it all over again and I know that each day will get easier.
PS...2 years ago I met my husband. I never would have thought that I would be married to that man and have his baby. Oh Life how you trick me in the best way.